The one month mark was not as hard as I feared. While I did cry on the way to work, I was able to hold it together for the rest of the day. I am finding I do not have time to dwell on Alicia. I feel as if I am neglecting her memories. I know that the pain has faded a bit. It is not on the my surface right now, but probably just under. I hope this is a good thing.
Work is consuming an increasing amount of time and effort right now. My dad's hospitalization and situation is taking almost the rest of my time. He is probably within 4-6 months left. He may have had a left sided stroke which affects his right side muscles. There is what appears to be a droopiness in his face on the right side. He has klebselia blood infection with a UTI both. I'm not sure how I will be able to handle his death.
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